I can tell a star's gonna blow,
the heavens seem to know.
My flooding sustains,
the fires tore through rains,
but symptoms begin to show.


A fatal blow,


writhing in pain.


How my love did you go insane?


Was it before the change,


or did they take your brain?
Did someone miss you, White as Snow?
Or, snow so white, you remembered me?
Doubtful to say the least,
maybe our laughs will decrease...
Ah, the image of you,
yet again I'm at peace.

Forgotten all your pain.
Took on all my woe.
Forgiving all that I show.


Begging, pleading to see what she's dying to know,


struggling to know why the heavens said no.


Knowing things didn't change when Edgar ate Poe.
Taking her life with the words that she wrote,
holding our son by the edge of the throat
nearly through me in rage on the crest of the moat!
So I locked my love in a cage, and my mind went afloat.

I got back on stage, to say one last note.
“I remember you fondly,
I remember my sweet.
All the days on the trolly,
all our days made me weak.
I remember your laugh and I remember our love,
I remember God's hand reach down from the skies above
and lift my soul like a weightless dove.
So, for the last time my love,
you'll hear me speak,
a word beyond unique.
Goodbye.”

That wretched feeling,





That wretched screaming...
“Doctor, is my love still breathing?”
Love begotten,
love for now.
Love forever,
yet love so how?

Your wails do deafen...
Oh darling, I'm crying for you to be healed,
come back to me!
Lest I be fined and concealed,
come back to me, come back now...
For real.
The heavens have blessed us,
so now; come now!
Come now to reveal to me that my wishes are real!

That wretched tone,





That wretched moan...
“Doctor... Is my love still bleeding?”
Love eternal,
love to death.
Love forever,
yet love no less.

Pain no more for the girl I once knew,
all through my soul, I could feel her hue.
I, but a man who knows not what to do,
who has lost his beloved, on the day that he knew.
On the day he remembered, where he'd been before.
In his terrors of nightmares of devilish lore.












Where he sought a wet tomb, not far from deaths door,
where he drowns in his sorrows, and his soul left on shore.

We all begin in the ocean,
so must we all end in those depths.
We all must die, this we accept,
whether it be unexpected, or with the gun that you kept.
We all have our demons, we try to reject.
We all pray to something we can't all respect,
and sometimes, we get weak.
We're only human, and life's too hard for us to seek
the answers we need to stay on our feet.

There it is again, faint yet ever so clear.
You're calling out for me,
I reach, and I grasp, but I fear you're not here.
There is no wind, so why do the chimes sound?
Why do I feel you, when you're nowhere to be found?

Why must these chimes;
The haunting, taunting chimes...
These bells of hell ringing chimes,
personifying my urge to end it all to see you;
ring, and whistle, right now?

Thinking just a thought.
Worth it, or worth it not?
My love is close, the wind is here.
Oh to hold my dear, the time is near.

To waltz upon the starlit room, where angels sing, where Lilly's bloom.
Where pain is love, and lest forgotten, love has waited long and wanted.

The chimes are here, but they are still.
The air in here is oh so clear,
oh so crisp, oh so fine.
Finally something kind,
moments without the chimes in mind.

Angelic chimes, demonic reasons needed to devour such sound.
Noise so sweet they make the ears blind the mind,
with wind not needed to ring!
So she sings.

So, she died. So I tried,
so I drive myself insane, coming too close to her plain.
Its always been her pleasure, to lay down and measure
her heavenly treasures;
Which gave her greed. Made me weep!
Grief over the loss of my beloved who now forever sleeps.

I'll do it.
By God oh mighty, I'll see this through,
if its the last thing I do, it'll be to see you.






Ah, but first I must wait,
Ah, yet now here comes fate,
to intrude once again, to show we're just men,
and to show all our sins, and to bring out mistakes.
To show we can win,
if the chimes have no wind.

Yet now they still whistle.
My, how that pistol must feel,
granting me a way to finally decay
and depart from this realm,
where I feel so deranged.

I'll do it.
By God oh you hear me! I'll see this through,
if its the last thing I do, it'll be to see my love,
my heart, and wish come true

Now, the chimes, subdued.

Say what you mean.
Let me hear it all.

Tell us all how you've deceived,
Lied,
Left me to my knees.

Tried so hard to love you,
yet you tried so hard to leave.
Thrived and begged for us to be,
cried, and sang out for a plea of mercy...

But we never came.
You sought water, so you swam.

I, stranded on deserts, cannot imagine such seas you wish to swim,
such things that you speak... Such vile, selfish acts that you wish were reality.

Well, its not.
This mirage fools false flames, fake lovers,
and those who do not see with open eyes,
or choose to hide behind closed lids.

Say what you mean.
Let me hear it all.
My approval will not come, I'm immune to such nonsense.

I was missing you the day you left me all alone,
when you left me there to loathe,
and still put on that show.
The one you showed them all,
you showed me twice,
you don't love me over your lies, and I believe it.
Oh yes, believed,
You were the one for me,
the girl my dreams could not explain.
A personified version of the woman in my plains,
was it all in vain?

I'm tired of mere complaining, f*** the pain I'll just get high.
I tried to seek your heart for hours, but you ran to hide,
and still hide I can feel it...
Oh yes, I can feel it.

You swore we were real, you said you loved me under the sun.
You promised me that you would be the girl that I could call the one.
How do you expect me to feel,
knowing it was you who pulled the trigger tho that gun?

I was missing you the day you left me on my throne,
when I left you there I cried, just to go get drunk at home.
The rum I poured you once, he poured you twice,
my best friends all let me die, and I believe it.
Oh yes believed,
that he was the one who would never leave my team,
who would never let a demon come between himself and me,
but even he,
is a human like me.

So where do I begin to pick up all the fallen pieces,
weeks have gone, my mind is not,
and I'm lost in my own weakness.
Please God, don't let me sink here.
I don't know if you can even hear,
you're not real, so do you even care?

How do I tell her?
Rip her complete.
Refused to continue but nonetheless began.
I'm so sorry.
So sorry I loved another.
You love me...

You love me...



You love me...
And I swear I you!
My actions are that of the common,
yet I feel lower than such...Scum.
So sorry, that I cannot blame drugs,
nor pressure...nor devils...
But myself.
I swear my love, oh beseeched!
All my words are golden, unique,
like our bond I pray not fade.
Please me sweet, oh my queen!
My heart's hurt so bad from my actions of snow,
I beg it cease! But I plead we grow.
Continue our relationship, continue to show,
we're different.

I'm different.
Foolish pubescent boy
who cannot imagine this world
without your joy, your scent.
Who cannot fathom the thought
of spending a cent on any other girl.




Just you.
Gabby oh Gabby, Elizabeth my flame,
I give you my word to end all the pain.
We're together forever.
We're two birds of a feather,
and whatever the weather conditions may be,
We can make up, and take shelter in a tree.
I know you'll love it, it's your favorite spot to be.
Feeling the breeze, hearing the bees,
and having no need for material things.
For you see my love, you have me,
and my heart and this world come free.

Oh my deity,
How you glisten, yes my beseeched,
Oh so sweet!
I love our transition,
to be in such positions, of vulnerability.
Yet fear not to be left on my feet,
but in your arms, suspended in air and aware
of our stability,
as you my queen,
as I your king.
'Twined in blind lust at the sight of a ring?
Gawk in awe believing age was the thing
that set off sirens, alarms, and your parents leaving your side,
causing mental bleeding.
It'll be fine, trust your mind,
and your heart, and remind the others you're the one who's kind,
and not to mention smart.
We'll shine on, we'll shine through.
Show them all what we can do!
And who,
who we are,
show them all just how far we'll go,
to see our love come true.

Let me keep you,
accept this start.
A key I hold,
A life I'll give,
to be immortal hearts.
I want you all,
dive past the falls,
pass through the hells
to build my wall,
to build my entrance
at Gabrielle's front door.
Let me keep you,
Please my sweet!
They blind the Gods,
They make me weak!
Of course your eyes I speak.
I want you all,
So please don't turn oblique.
Your love so stunning,
share life's lessons and learning’s,
share a kiss, share some cheer,
be apart of a bond so rare.
Our souls becoming a pair.

I love how we are,
we started off rough.
With rumors and stuff,
we've been through enough!
But you and I, we're tough.

I think you're a star.
Brightens my night and lightens my day,
hey, what can I say,
you're one of a kind, and a-ok,
and you're all mine!

I love how we stay,
your smile, your lips,
that seductive way you sway your hips.
It's all perfect to me, I feel like I win!
The game of life is to be happy,
and I've found my yin.

I love you my twin flame,
I know you feel the same.
I know you feel that one day
I may lose my brain and go insane,
but you will too, and that's okay!
Because I'll forever be your yang.

Embodied in gold,
embodied my eyes were
the night on which I could not help but to stare.

How solid the coming,
how solid becoming!
Our hearts meld to one,
yet we're still not a pair.

Voice serene,
voice deceiving,
my mind thrives me cease,
but my soul can't compare.

Lightest of air, showed so much care.
Whiter than light, blacker despair.
I'm still here.
You're still there.

We're so near,
and its never been clearer,
that my love is fair,
and your love's a dare.
But never again will we need repair,
For our love is one that's rare.

Boys who cry
are seldom reminded,
they too shy away from two hearts being ignited.
Why is this?
Why so wish in a way where there is no bliss?

Not even a kiss,
but only her words,
can break even this spell
with a heavenly curse.
Say it once yet say it loud,
Say you love me ever proud!

Complicate all I see,
so I'll have a hard time.
My emotions run free, but there isn't a crime.
I want to say yes,
yet my heart can't compress
such an idea that you speak, though it beats through my chest.

Well what do you know?
My mind says go,
my heart soon will grow
alongside yours to show,
even a boy like me who loves to say no,
will eventually succumb to love.

It's hard to judge a cover,
when there are no books to read.
It's suicide to pour a gallon
on a potted seed.
Why can't roots grow?
I let my truths show,
just to let you know
how I really, truly feel.
When I talk tough,
because really deep down,
I know I've seen enough
to have a run at the crown!
It's sitting on the ground,
and surrounded by the masses,
I think I have what it takes
to be the one who surpasses,
even a God...
Must look down on a child so odd
who's hating the moments that seem to just pass along.
It's all my fault,
and I know why.
So now I'll try, to cease our cry,
to beg revive, to fight or die,
to fix my crimes.
To live a life,
worth being lived.

I've seen skies of blue,
I've seen skies of night.
Oh the fright
that seems to occur on such cue,
with, or without a chance to fight.
Any life is destined,
or at least it is questioned
that we can achieve such feats
even God could not reach.

There is such a love
that we all can evolve
to a singular being
who bring peace, hope, and healing.

What is this meaning?
Who is that screaming!
Their cries are so piercing
I'm balling and kneeling,
and pleading for us;
Us all to take form!
Become one with our hearts
and ignore all the norm.

All this hate,
mass debates,
no one willing to accept a mistake,
but drilling in lies for kids to intake;
Lets stop!

Stop now,
enjoy, and live proud.
Accept not their teachings and way,
just play lost while they're reaching to grasp
and take hold at the cost of all
they do not want you to know.

Just be who you are,
and learn to let go.
We're all by your side
to ever not show,
we'll be here forever
to lend you our souls.

Find a friend,
begin again,
each new day is something grand.

To explore,
open doors,
let them lead you to uproars
within your chest!
Hold your breath, and release
to give your best, you're not the rest.

You're unique,
not antique,
you are new and oh so fresh to say the least,
and everyday your potential will increase.

Use your brain,
you are insane,
but aware enough to remember your name,
and have an open mind to tame
any thought that might excite flames.
I hope you never change.

Come on now, give it a go!
Love yourself,
compress the selfish needs
to obtain more wealth,
it is a disease.

Be free, love life!
Be the one who smiles in the end.
Keep those precious faces dear,
keep your precious memories here,
near, to your heart.

Press restart, begin anew!
This day has been made for just a few.
For me and you, for old and new,
for all who breathe, and those who leave.
But where are they off to now?

What is possibility, and what are limitations?
Who decides whether or not someone is a
“good guy” or “bad guy”?
You do.

We possess a powerful, phenomenal, fantastic and organic
quality, that none of us know we have.
We have the power to decide, we have the right
to knowledge and education yet our children remain deprived.

Taught not how to survive,
taught not to see with clear eyes,
taught for years, yet taught all lies.

They are walls, they won't respond.
But we are steel, and we are strong!
And we will get our answers, no matter how long.
Or who hates, and through infinity debates,
we hold their fates.

Our voices count.
Our words will bounce from ear to ear,
peer to peer, far and near and we will cheer!

Cheer for a better tomorrow,
Cheer for a place with no sorrow,
Cheer for a few thousand reasons.
You're in control,
it's your life, your story, your journey.

Possibility is everything.
Limitations are nothing.
And you'll decide who you'll become.

I can go home.
I can return at anytime.

Welcomed home as a hero, as the champion they desired,
but never came.
I showed blank face.
Empty smiles accompanied the persons who once held back
great grins when I emerged;
Once held back tears when I failed.

Now, love my misery inside their hearts,
you can see it in their face.
Now, act as if a thespian,
is blind to another of the same?

I see you.
I wish I hadn't.
I wish I'd seen you grow,
rise above the obstacles placed by society and God,
and overcome it all.
You're my beautiful girl, already forgotten my face...
This time will be recaptured,
renewed on this day!

My face of before, I will bring to the light!
I'll make you remember, before they start fighting again,
and again, and again.
Before they drop the bombs again, and again...
While there's still a world left for us to share.

Why can't I be,
what you planned to always see?
Or ended up too diseased,
as a teen without a dream?

Or like the dad I've never known,
and the mom that's rarely shown,
Years have passed so I have grown.
The years were long, so I lost track.

I'll be back,
count to ten.
We'll start over once again.
But this time,
f*** rewind!

Let us make it to divine,
unseen vines, other worldly meetings
and untold greetings are sure to follow.
I'm sure we'll get another chance,
next time around.

Initial embrace,
the first girl on Earth
who could sing with such style
it brought smiles to your face.

Yet no longer so late,
too soon here will my fate,
will be guided by suns too near to mistake.
The burning and yearning,
and cries to be heard,
left people so deaf
they no longer hear words,
but swords in the gut which gave sight to a lord
who dies on a cross for this pitiful world.

All for what?
All because.
All for whom we can't trust,
but to see them be free is too much a disease,
too much of an ease to live and let be.

I try to give in, I try not to sin,
I try and I try but I barely get by.
Yet they still all deny this pin of a jungle,
where we're stranded and huddle
for a hope of survival,
and a chance at a win.
Life's begun,
shall we begin?

Everyone has it, and everyone gets it, but who’s to say anyone wants it?
Is it I who sobs to the melancholy tunes of the bass,
or was it I who first brought that smile upon your face?
Either way, the me of yesterday is gone, transparent and distant,
and the person in front of you, as flaccid as ever.
Or ever will be for today.
For tomorrow, my skin will shed, tombs will open,
and the cocoon that’s left me with hundreds of limitations will finally show its crack,
allowing your sweet prince a moment of blissful tranquility.
Moments that fill lifetimes and moments we refuse to forget.
And as many accumulated memories these moments of lifetimes have given me,
I recollect what my soul, my heart wishes to.
Deaths, loves, hopes, dreams, failures, and s***.
A lot of s***.
Too much s*** to help, too much s*** to wipe away with a single stroke of amnesia,
a single dose of morphine, a single sentence to make you stay.
Are we really over?
That wretched feeling of regret you leave in depths only my demons will receive,
depths blacker than my inner lies will revive.
Yet there you go…on like my time wasn’t wasted,
on with my heart eradicated!
But to care for such a thing would show weakness, flaw,
damage to the ego you so like to preserve. So like to exploit?
Control is an object you do not possess.
Filled you with nothing more than intentional improvements
on nothing wrong with who you truly were.
Used to be.
Before Alpha, yet beyond my gaze…
What could myself have done wrong to have seen only eyes?
Eyes so beautiful, night fall waits for her lids to shut,
eyes that paralyze my tongue the day we meet,
on that day We were so neat…Twas quite the treat.
Yet, you'd left your number on the street,
Where any young gentleman could entreat your approval,
and just as easily wipe you off your feet, as I, intended...
[Before you became a lowly harlot, scurrying on glittered toes...]
Special was thought to describe my thoughts that night,
reminisce of our endless laughs, our endless smiles...
[Ha! I forgot the rag to wipe that smile off your face!
But, I thought... it was me?
We thought…it was me…]
But, you know who put it there,
You wonder why life’s no fair,
Your faulty wires have expired, seek the repair you need once again to think you’re all prepared. Enjoying lies once again.
Living still happens.
The youth are requesting the assistance we can provide,
so why are we deaf?
“Well, to be perfectly honest, I’m perfectly, capable of perfectly comprehending anothers words, heart, cries for anyone, someone to share and perfectly love.”
Love just might be what unlocks more than we expected to ever feel as mortals…
The key where people can build, combine, construct,
and react in marvelous fashions to finally accept our coming together as one!
...
Makes me die, rips me complete!
How are your hearts still too weak?
Too stoned to even feel it breaking into something oblique?
Too complicated for them all to get,
Too simple for the young to forget…
So where am I in all this?
Hate still leaves not the crevice of my hardened soul,
love overrides most lies I’m told.
But the creek washed up my pasts upon the smothered, sandy shore,
remembered I too will grow old.
Stubborn not! But I will grow into one of them,
yet different, yet the same.
They.
I am not the same as they.
I choose to live, persevere, I choose to survive and fight,
I choose to love, I choose to be remembered.
I choose the light, and my right to write and imagine
what needs to be done so we may have a future in sight!
They.
They are too wrong with thinking they understand life’s infinite questions,
too wrong with their selfish thoughts on how life's to be lived.
Never will souls be left, harmed, hungry, helpless, hated, loveless.
Never should be the set your mind deserves, but they don’t trust never.
You don’t trust never.
Never forever confuses you.
But not I,
for now, I will bring before your sight the reasons for why I am not they,
or you.
I, not confused,
I, decided love was true,
I, too still produce demons,
I, too curse the heavens and hells for all they’ve never shown,
I follow my own path.
My heart commands me to be the good guy,
my hate tells me to forget it when I’m high.
Positives fight the negatives.
Positives fought to keep me sane.
Why are there so many of them?
Horrendous, stunning reminders, why so many now?
So many if them delivering me such vile, antique,
devilish memories to cause me pain.
Why are there so many of them,
trying to turn tonight the night I return insane?
Power to forgive, luck to forget,
will to stay true to who you’ve been before they tried to separate your head from your eyes.
See through! See past!
Stare for hours on end into bursting, vibrant splashes of mass color and heat,
just don’t forget your shades,
just don’t regret your lies,
you’re still here.
Time is everlasting, eternal, and the remedy for all things.
For you see, decades come, and seasons leave.
Lifetimes carried by father,
through all but nothing, were all forgiven.
Left imprints of events behind my mind,
too far behind for my devil to grasp and resurface.
Too far, too much effort to be evil over spilt milk.
Bygones have been bygones,
and I wish to retrieve, revive, rejuvenate former bonds
with you.
Fathers visit was long, he and the pain both gone,
yet now mother weeps.
All I want you to know,
under this somber gloomy pour, is,
You’re forgiven.
I love you.
You, who betrayed my trust,
betrayed my heart.
You, who befriends a thoughtful rebel,
befriends forever even though your layers show.
You, who looked me straight when you shredded my chest,
looked me straight in the eyes when you loved her.
My twin flame, my everything!
Oblivious to the offers of other women,
you.
You obliterated my chance to engrave my eyes in hers…full of hope, deep pacific blue.
Oblivious to the obvious fact of me! Your best friend hurting, dying,
you.
You who took it upon yourself to obliterate every story I’d ever wanted to create in her heart…
full of opportunity, brighter than light, purer than white.
Oblivious to the temptations that taught you how to form my dreams into night tremors…
you,
you,
you... who have not a bad intention,
you, who drank the demon’s blood,
you, who I befriended,
you, whom I remember fondly.
You really hadn’t a clue, had you?
You’re forgiven.
I love you.
Once it’s passed, it’s passed.
Life goes on but the essence remains.
Oh to forget my sins,
Oh to forget the pain inflicted on me,
Oh to forget its death,
Radiant death may-be,
horrid death could-be.
Our plains are close, one physical, one spiritual.
Spectators view our plains,
peacefully, staring as time drifts.
Drifts as planets shift, as the faucet drips,
as I come down from my last trip,
I still remember all that depresses, angers, infuriates,
and concerns my inner being.
Oh to forget is bliss,
Oh to forget is death,
Oh how my thoughts wish to return,
Wish to stay far beyond where they reside now,
in sight of all that’s recently ripped me,
in sight of where I'm trying to be.
In sight of a box. Four corners.
A brand new and mysterious adventure could unfold,
or untamed wonders may present themselves.
But where shall my body end if I embark?
Chances are ill remain hollow and anxious,
ready to endure, absorb, and retain all
that my senses can consume.
And I will learn what this curious world, existence,
and love truly and ultimately mean.
Chances are, I'll become God.
Anything, or everything will embrace me;
I know the box hold infinite dreams awaiting their king,
their prophet to bring it out and see in true.
We all have a box, why not open it?

Tis' a tale which ends tomorrow,
on the day we all expect.
Tis' a tale by whom the n***** sat,
and gave the rope his neck.

Though alas here cometh we,
who shutter not the common flea,
but, gay as we so act,
show no nature in the fact that we,
so control, your fate.

Oh, but it's me, to force marvelous fleets.
Of any a thing!
For you see, he's the king.
“He's the keeper of the life you wish to be yours.
We are slaves. Nothing more.”

“Persevere as you wish, but listen young fellow,
you'll be gone by 'morrow, begone in the dark.
Just try to stay ignorant,
or please learn the part.”

But this tale still ends tomorrow,
on the day that you regret.
Tis' the tale of ghost who screamed and wallowed,
of all who suffered, and all been swallowed.

A fourth of us made it,
unknown, untamed brutes
who raped us, beat us.
Cursed us with their marks
that forever left us a reminder.
A reminder to never hope,
to never run, to never think.
only listen, or be killed.
“No I say! No! We are alive, we breathe,
we drink, we love, we fight!
We are human, and so are they.
We feel pain, they mock us and act as if we're cattle.
Worst than cattle... Creatures!
I am a man, not a slave,
but a man, not a beast,
but a man!”

No more than twelve,
ten males, two females.
No less than hell,
if failed and trailed.
They broke two hours before dawn,
all looked well, but they needed a pawn.

Someone brave, someone crazy,
one of the woman who carried her baby.
She gave it her all, and dashed to the forest,
the rest of them followed, and they gave it their best.

I was in awe, they've made it so far!
Maybe this plan wasn't a loss,
maybe I missed my chance, but at what cost?

Ring! Ring!
The hounds began screaming.
Ring! Ring!
The trip wire singing,
a tune of demise for those wonderful guys.

They never looked back,
the dogs then attacked.
Fell to the ground,
to the merciless hounds.

The king then came to lay his hand,
on slave who tried to leave his land.
Only three were left alive,
returned to hell, to not survive.

Tis' a tale which ends under this sky,
no tears were shed from either eye.
They chose their fate, with no mistake,
they wanted a way to break the gate,
escape the cage they've been forced to stay,
and find a way to freedom.

He hung em' high,
he let them die.
We're at their disposal,
and we don't know why.
We just do our parts to stay alive,
and fear this life we're in.

Some time has passed,
and now its time to feel my wrath!
Oh evil ape,
Draped in fur and nails that could impale,
you're not so great.
I've found your grapes,
and not the fakes!
I found out where you are
and where you've been was never far.

Call it fate or call me names,
all the same we'll get our date.
I feel your gaze
behind the trees or on your knees,
we'll finish this,
It's what I need.
To hear you screech and pound
the ground with rage
because you are trapped within a cage.
And I just laugh.

Your filthy back,
your species lacks the kind
of mind to walk around and have a good time.
Not all of you,
just you ape.
I hate your grotesque glare
and the way you declare
you're the king of the jungle,
if that jungle is fear.

I pity you, but hope you rot
you've killed my brother and you've left me caught!
Caught in a tangle that make me decide
to take up my gun and end your poor life.

Blindly lead by the governors who claim to want our best,
yet throw our lives away before accepting, or even thinking of another option.
This is why everyone in the world is terrified of us,
terrified of you, terrified of me,
terrified by the machines our slaveholders BUILT,
and expected us to use and continue using.

It's a system with debt coiled around its neck,
choking out any ounce of freedom you thought we had;
We're still looking for,
and its a system that'll forever be embedded
in the memories of generations to come
if we just sit around and let this continue to go on!

Please pay attention, please!
This is me, I'm on my knees,
pleading for everyone’s undying support.
To put an end to the Federal bank and government,
And try to get where we live,
our home,
back to what we use to think it was,
but never actually has been.

The world compares us to Ancient Rome,
the greatest civilization of its time.
Rome fell due to corrupt government.
Lies and secrets hid by their leaders
to keep them all safe, ignorant, and sense deprived.
I refuse to go the same as them!
In the exact same manor,
we're better than this people. Think.
We all have a brain.
A heart to see that going across the ocean to steal resources just to
have a life with more leisure is completely insane!


Seriously..... Every child born knows better.
Every single child born is born knowing right from wrong,
its human nature.
So why does being a human die,
when the words "power" and "money" come into play?
Corrupt politicians who decide our lives.
Our lives.
It's ours people.
We have every right to do what we need to take our lives back the way we want it!
The way we honestly need it to be,
or our end will be as swift and horrific as the Romans.
Please, even if you don't care,
Please,
Just pay attention to what I’m saying.

This is our country, and now more than ever do we have the ability,
now more than ever is our time to try and elevate our stature
and to replenish the bonds we've burned with so many
who now associate our names with war, death, and hardheartedness.
This is a personal message I’m trying to relay
to help out a lot for all of our cause,
and you are all welcome.
And if you want to show gratitude, join me.
Join our fight to banish the federal reserve, banish our current mode of thinking,
save the planet for our kids kids to grow old, and finally give love and science a chance.

How could your words be true,
How could you really love me the same as I you?
When there was a sparkle in your eye,
and not I who put it there.
When you had a lust and it wasn’t for me.
Did I not cross your mind, or did you simply not care?
Was it the thought,
or the love that wasn’t there?

Of course I’ll forgive,
but I’ll never forget.
Another dude that got your lips wet.
Yes I lied,
But the difference is time.
On April 20th we intertwined,
I took a vow,
I thought you were mine,
and in return, no other girl has since crossed my mind.

I believed you,
Regarded every word as true.
When you took me as yours and said I love you.
Remember that day?
Or rather the day before,
and the words I heard you say
Before you were the whore.
You explained how pain would ensue,
Thinking about me being with anybody but you,
And since I thought about this,
I couldn’t have possibly been in love, I’m too new.

But where’d that loyalty go?
Where’s that love for me?
I may have once acted free,
But at least I changed for we!
You’ve looked me in my eyes,
These eyes that now cry.
And told me you wanted me,
and only me for the rest of time.

Was I not enough?
Not enough to cross your mind,
Not enough to make you stop,
Not enough to keep you mine.
Blame it on the bar,
My heart still has scars.
These visions still haunting,
As I look up at stars.
And thinking of you walking under them
with anyone else is ever so taunting.

Did any thoughts of me occur?
His hand on your breast,
yours palmed on his chest.
But did you think of me?
As he walked into our space,
Ripped off your clothes and he grabbed your waist,
and flipped you on top of our bed.
“You’re the only boy I’ve ever had up with here”,
you once said.
I guess that’s dead.

But we're not,
Travel the earth
Obtain the fire,
the bring rebirth.
I’d do it all for you, my twin flame.
Don’t worry, the pain is contained.
And diminishing every day, until it’s all okay.

But everything’s perfect.
You’re perfect.
I’m perfect.
Were perfect.
I love you,
and still we see,
I am me,
You are you,
We are we,
and there’s nothing new!

But there’s nothing old,
It never could be.
My loves so bold,
even time need not reassure me.
You’re everything and more than I need for eternity.
A life without you is no life at all,
I’m so sorry to see we gave into the fall.
We fell to temptations and we're clever and cunning.
Our visions are flooding,
But we’ll never start running!
You mean the world to me,
And I’d give it to you if it would make you see.
But there’s no need,
because I’d rather hold your hand and love you for free.

I gave it my all,
it wasn't enough.
I tried to grow tall,
but I'm just a stub.

Why can't I get what I wish?
I dream to breathe and swim without miss,
to live in the depths way deeper than this.

I do not belong,
I hope to evolve
into a mermaid, or merman
or even a serpent!
The ocean's my home,
and I owe no rent.
So what now's the hinder?
So what I surrender!
The ways that they act
are all evil attacks!

So farewell to the surface,
I bid thee good riddance.
I'm forever asleep with all of my wishes,
surrounded by water and afloat in the distance.
Finally at peace with whale, wave, and fishes.

I want to be responsible for something that changes the world.
Not just another kid tryna spread his word,
or a sober man caught up in some things who can't be heard!

I'm a loner,
who's no longer welcome in this place,
but when I escape my past mistakes,
I'll have a smile on my face.

Because I live, and I breathe,
and I want to smoke weed,
but since I can't,
I'll continue with my solemn attempt to rant.

I want to be responsible for something that makes kids happy,
anything at all, they deserve to feel the love of daddy,
and mommy, even if they don't know who they are.

I'm a loner,
who only wants to help,
but when I lend out my hand
they all want to ban, refuse my assistance!
All for why?
All for what!
I'm genuine to the bone whether you believe me or not!

Because I live, and I breathe,
I just want a world of peace,
can't we listen and support,
can't we rise and not resort
to hate or hurt or voodoo curse.
Let's try it in reverse.

You're perfect, I love you
with all that I've got.
Wanted by all that I thought I forgot.
Taught me not how to be a man,
but to cower in fear, and let events take control
of my bleeding, bleeding soul,
which now show me growing very,
very old.

I cannot let this stand!
Time to refresh thine page, and lend a hand,
its not being brave.
But you should be ashamed
if you don't help a poor kid in pain.
Forget the rain, and all the storms,
that kept you locked forevermore.

Break the cycle,
break through your cage
and unleash a furious rage
on page, after page, after everlasting page.
And put the demons in their proper place,
long forgotten, behind your face.

My love begotten,
I care a whole lot.
I love you for careless mistakes like a tot.

All that you do brings me joy beyond joy,
oh rejoice to the fact, I'm no longer that boy!
But the man, who was laying in the sand.
Too stargazed to notice
her hand was slipping.

Still tripping on four, or five hits,
made reality, kinda quick.
But oh that stick, to keep me alive,
and God bless those forbidden eyes,
which bought me back from many lies.

I never tried to hide,
but faced a lonely night,
a missed first date.

Oh but joy! The past be gone,
I love you more than right or wrong.
Or fair, or even, or equal,
but my love so sweet,
I seek a sequel.

To keep our hearts intertwined,
like floating up to heights divine.
As painting goes by with the time,
so will I defeat said grime?

Love conquers everything,
like red wine, when it spills
all over a brand new carpet,
I'll be here to clean the stains.

From our love you see mutilated pain.
Demolishes false happiness with a dash of vain,
and I'm to blame.
I take full credit for my reasons,
responsibilities, and actions.
For I am the man who will beat the Sun,
At his own game, with my soul,
my heart on fire to cure the cold.

But breathe, breathe,
take a breath of release,
a breath of fresh air.
Are you learning now life can be unfair?

You tidy your shoes, and take a nice little bath,
try to wash out the fear of losing your past.
Don't forget it, just accept it,
and let go.
Learn the old, hopeful way to show,
how growth, and books will guide a noble,
King to his queen without a struggle.