i remember the day you told me you were leaving. i remember the makeup running down my face. i wish that i could wake up with amnesia,and forget all the stupid little things. like the way i felt when we cuddles or when you held me close. i would be speechless when you would say something sweet or emotional. for a girl i was shocked when you acted more like a kid then i did. we never fought, we just had our differences which made us who we were. what we were. i remember every memory of us, of you, of her. and now i have nothing and you have everything. you told me you loved me with all of your heart and i believed you like a fool. you told me that you never wanted to lose me but now ive lost you. you had my heart in your sweet hands and now she is getting your so called love. you tell every girl that you love them. well quite frankly its all a lie. we were young and we still are. we are always told that we dont know what love is but we ''love'' our families right? your memory will never leave my heart. i loved you honestly and truly. if you do ever read this just know that. that i love you. we all make mistakes and have our differences with other people. but sometimes its to much. in this case it was. i hope you are happy now and that you always remain happy. theres just one queston i have. if what we had was real, then how could you be fine? goodbye and i wish you the very best in life.