my years of growing not only as a student but as a person I have always had an issue with things changing all around me as I grow older.  My sister just enter high school and before you know it their graduated and I’m now entering High school.  I know its a normal thing to grow up and that it goes by fast but I never thought that it would be that fast.  I can remember myself getting my first facial hair now I have to shave every couple of weeks.  I know High school isn’t actually that bad but it is just scary how quick these things happen if you know what I mean. I always thought I would never make it to sixth but now look at me, a freshman in high school .

    I guess I thought all those times people said, “Before you know it you’ll be graduated from high school.” Were just kidding, but who really knows.  Its amazing really,  every time I go into school I just feel a wonderment of curiosity running through my veins as I go from class to class.  I know I like all of my teachers and I like all the courses but in hindsight I really am scared.  “Scared of what?” I would constantly pester myself when I was left to my own thoughts and every time i would reply “Everything!”
    “What do you mean by ‘everything’?” You are probably wondering and let me tell you that that question alone will set in  a hole new line of questions for me to figure out.  But what I mean is that as time passes our minds keep developing more and more questions for us to wonder at night before we drift off wherever we go when we sleep.  But the truth is that that it isn't even the worst part of this entire self repeating cycle that we enable into it every day and night, no, The worst part is that we can’t even come up with the answers to most of these questions. I guess you could say I always thought I would be ready for anything but the truth is I’m scared, scared of things to come for once.
    I always said “hello” or “hows it going” to any body I had known or knew from the summer workouts or from middle school.  I can’t say though that I don’t like high school, in fact I would say I actually enjoy coming here and meeting new people that I never had the chance of meeting before. If I had to choose between middle or high school I would probably go with the high school. Despite all the questions I have at least it gives me a little peace of mind that I can learn things that can help me create multiple educated guesses on what  the answers to some of my questions that I have. It may not be exactly the right answer but at least I can get close to the right answers.