I lay wide awake in my bed at an ungodly hour of the night thinking. Who thinks at 3 a.m. in the morning when you have school the next day? Well, in this case, in only a few hours because the day had already began with the clocks striking 12 only a few hours ago. I should be asleep, dreaming about coming to school naked or something like that... Ugh the tension of high school. So much going on all at once! Will I ever catch a break somewhere along the way?! Between boys and school work, being a girl is tough. I either devote every minute of free time to my studies or take that time to look good for my crush. There's no inbetween decision I can make! I can see why people go crazy and lose their heads with crap like this. It's a good thing I can handle whatever cards I'm dealt. Goodness gracious high school is stressful. Then again, nobody ever said it was going to be an easy journey these next 4 years. It feels like high school will be over in a whirl,but at the same time, it feels like an eternity. So much on my on my mind, both good and bad news. Good news only seems to last for a little bit before bad news follows and ruins whatever little bit of happiness you once had. After thinking for a good amount of time, I have come to a conclusion, I'm just experiencing life no different than any other high school student. I figure it's just going through the motions so it's safe to say I can slowly drift back to sleep. Anticipating getting ready for another school in only a mere 3 hours, I fall back asleep ready to dream.