All Nonfiction
- Bullying
- Books
- Academic
- Author Interviews
- Celebrity interviews
- College Articles
- College Essays
- Educator of the Year
- Heroes
- Interviews
- Memoir
- Personal Experience
- Sports
- Travel & Culture
All Opinions
- Bullying
- Current Events / Politics
- Discrimination
- Drugs / Alcohol / Smoking
- Entertainment / Celebrities
- Environment
- Love / Relationships
- Movies / Music / TV
- Pop Culture / Trends
- School / College
- Social Issues / Civics
- Spirituality / Religion
- Sports / Hobbies
All Hot Topics
- Bullying
- Community Service
- Environment
- Health
- Letters to the Editor
- Pride & Prejudice
- What Matters
- Back
Summer Guide
- Program Links
- Program Reviews
- Back
College Guide
- College Links
- College Reviews
- College Essays
- College Articles
- Back
Expression
If being in high school has taught me one thing, it’s that there are many forms of expression. Expression could be anything to a high school student: the football player expresses himself by laying out guys on the field; the cheerleader expresses herself by flipping around the gym. The mathlete expresses himself by memorizing equations; the goth expresses herself by listening to loud music and coloring her hair interesting colors. Expressing yourself in whichever way you choose helps you relieve the average stress that is acquired in a high schooler’s life. What is my form of expression, you might ask? Well, I’m not very talented in math or football. But I do have something I dearly love. One word: music.
There is always a wonderful, magical sensation that sweeps through me when I step through the doors of my school’s band room. I immediately feel relaxed and confident, and all of the day’s worries completely leave me. As my fingers fly up and down the shiny silver keys of my sleek, black clarinet, I forget who I am and lose myself in the music. Everything fades away. It is just the music and I, and that is it. When I practice, it’s an escape from every day troubles. All that matters to me while I’m playing is the notes and how they sound.
Music has always been in my life. I learned to stand by pulling myself up on the stereo speakers, playing wonderful classical music. Bobbing to the pulse of the music, I also learned to walk by listening to the masters: Mozart, Beethoven, and Bach. When I was older, I made up dances, spinning around my room in flashy tutus and beaded necklaces. I longed to be able to pick up an instrument and create the gorgeous sounds I grew up listening to.
And that fateful day came, the day I was able to choose an instrument to create gorgeous sounds. School band began in fifth grade. All the little fifth graders filed into the band room and waited in line to be fitted for their own instrument. My eleven-year old mind was exploding. I was very torn; what instrument should I choose? I gazed out across the tables full of shiny instruments. My eyes started on the flute; it had a dainty sound. The saxophone had a very reedy tone; the trumpet was loud and important. The drums were rhythmic and fun. An older gentleman cleaning a spit valve glanced in my direction. He smirked at my bewildered gaze as he said, “You can try out on two instruments, young lady.”
Only two? My heart sank deeply. How in the world could I only pick two? I wanted to play them all! I wanted to create lovely sounds on all these marvelous instruments spread out before me. I remembered a conversation I had with my grandmother earlier. She begged me to at least try out on the flute. Eager to make her happy, I selected the flute. I pictured myself blowing into the silver instrument, hitting high notes, and making people gasp in pleasure. The thought satisfied me.
But what other instrument should I try? I scanned the table, looking at all my other options. That’s when I saw it: long and black with elegant silver keys upon it. It sparkled in the room’s light. A reed was securely fastened to the mouthpiece, eagerly awaiting my lips. Before I had even brought it to my mouth, I knew this was what I was destined to play.
The clarinet I bought weeks later would become my closest friend. I knew everything about him, and he knew everything about me. When I played my clarinet, everything was going to be all right. Nothing could stop me when I held my wonderful instrument between my hands. My clarinet and I have been together for the past seven years, and I know we still have several more years to come.
My clarinet and the music I play is my own form of expression. Music exists all around me every day of every week. It has been there in both good and bad times. I close my eyes and get lost in what I’m playing, and that is when I am the happiest. Folks in high school have their own means of portraying themselves. I’m not an athlete or a science genius, but I have my music and my clarinet, and that’s something that will not be changing anytime soon.
Similar Articles
JOIN THE DISCUSSION
This article has 8 comments.