She hates me. My head is spinning, my lungs are aching, my legs are giving out. Why does this hurt so much. What did I do to her. I thought she was my best friend, why does my best friend hate me. I made mistakes, but we all do, she said it was fine, Was she lying, did she never forgive me, or were all of her words a lie, were we a lie. I can sit here all day and tell myself that it wasn't my fault. But how can I believe that if she says it wasn't hers. She walked away, and left the door open for me to watch her leave. She watched me fall, she watched me cry. But she stood there, then walked away, no words. No goodbye. Just gone. What did I do to deserve my best friend leaving me without an explanation. I didn't like myself before. Now I hate myself. Is that what she wanted. Is this what she wanted. Because this is what she got.