sometimes i cry myself to sleep becuz i want you to come back..sometimes becuz i dont want you to come back..sometimes becuz im mad at you..sometimes becuz i hate you..sometimes becuz you dont realize how much you screwed up our family, how you promised us that you would never leave us..that your alway gonna be here for us no matter what..well i guess that changed becuz its been a year..and your still ot back! Thanks for your help with everything..thats for not being there like you said..thanks for making it hard for me to trust the people i love when they say there gonna stay..but i dont think that they will! Just wanted to say Thanks for...nothing!