CONFUSED IN LOVE

CHAPTER 1: How it all started.
It all began when I came to this group home. Hi, my name is Nevaeh and I am 15 years old. Well, the reason I am in a group home is because I ran away from home and I was doing drugs. Before I came here I wasn’t necessarily interested in girls, I mean I’ve kissed girls before but only when I was drunk or high. When I got here, I met this girl named Alex. We didn’t get along very well at first, but after a while we started talking and we were cool. But Alex was different from other girls; she dressed like a guy and kind of acted like one too. I think the reason why I liked her was the way she carried her self. She acted like she didn’t care but really she did. She would get mad at me for stupid s***, but I don’t think she understood how much I liked her. I didn’t like to admit it though, the reason for that was because there was another girl in the house named Natalie and she liked Alex too. Every time I talked to Alex, Natalie would get p----- off. So for a while I tried not to talk to Alex. But that didn’t last for long before I gave in and started talking to her again. When I was dating this guy named Jason and he made me cry, she called him and cussed him out. Every time someone would p--- me off, Alex would pull me aside and tell me to just ignore it. For a while I was confused because Alex would laugh when the other girls p----- me off, but I learned to ignore it so it didn’t really affect me. When Natalie turned eighteen Alex got moved into her room I got really jealous. One morning Alex was mad at me, and she kissed Natalie right In front of me I got really mad and got put on program freeze for punching a wall and slamming the door. I guess I was sprung or something because I have never gotten mad over something like that. One day Alex reminded me of the way my ex-boyfriend Brad looked at me, my heart jumped and I got butterflies when she did that. I don’t know how she did it but she made me like her. Her smile is the cutest thing ever and if you saw it, you would probably fall for her too.