Dear Friend,
I miss you. I know your still here. Watching me. You try to help, but I shove you away. I cry about you. Every night. You tell me you care and I wanna believe. I wanna. Tell If I'm crazy. Tell me if you hate me. It won't make a difference. I do what I do, not because of you but because of me. You seem to boost me up but I tear myself down. I don't know why. But I do. You've threaten to tell. And I'm scared. They can't find out. It's my secret. You saw though. It's true. But, Shhh. Don't Tell. I don't wanna fall. I've stood near the edge too many times. But you know who pulled me back? Not her or her. But you. I feel safe in your arms. I never wanna let go of you. I love you. And I don't know why I'm doing this. Maybe one day when it's my turn to watch you. I'll know. But, Until that day. GoodBye Friend. I love you. And I'm Sorry.
Love Forever,
Her.