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I am Sparrow Sun, the Phoenix Writer.
I groggily wake up as pale lyght graces the horizon. I take off from my branch and warm nest, flying directly to a mountain. There I land, enjoying it. I take the form of my human avatar, tall with auburn hair and emerald eyes, smyling softly into the dawn sun. I mentally fyle it away in my store of inner wrytings, narrating its slow ryse. It excites my heart, and the sparrow dwelling there, the sparrow I am, my true self, gets aflutter. I won't cage myself.
I release her, watching a phantom sparrow fly into the sun, pale yellow of the morning framing a sharp silhouette of the small byrd. The sun rises an inch more, shedding the pale yellow for a blazing phoenix orange. The tyny byrd seems to go ablaze for a moment, suspended in time. Then it snaps, and my sparrow falls back into my heart, where she belongs, the sun continues its path, and I turn away. My eyes water slightly, in a sylent wish for the moment to continue, but I ignore it.
I wonder at myself. I am so much, too much to be contained in a single label, a single title. Too much for a name. But maybe... Maybe I have one now. Maybe I am Sparrow Sun, a writer, an eternally burning bird that belongs in the fyre. I don't see the sun glinting off the back of my blazing hair, don't see the split second that I am the phoenix even though I'm in human shape. Then I take sparrow shape and leave. Sparrow Sun, the Phoenix Writer. I found myself a name that contains me.
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wow... thank you, so much!
I dedicated to you the book I finished writing today. It is called In My Life of Birds and I'm waiting for TeenInk to accept it as a fiction novel. Coincidently, one of the doomed characters is named Bird. I worked so hard on this and can't wait for somebody, anybody, to read it.
so i figured a pen name is basically an oc, and an oc deserves to have a backstory. this isn't really terribly relevant to anything, my pen name is my pen name because i have reasons.
i did include ys instead of is for a personal reason. after all, this is my avatar and my oc... type... thyng... hah, see. i can styll wryte wyth ys... tho Grammarly keeps correcting me and it's not very automatic. wyth i almost wrote normally.
again, i don't have auburn hair or green eyes. that is my avatar. i won't say my hair or eye color.
and yes, i do have a real name in real life. i gave it to myself, so its not yet legal.
this is actually happy, and i think its sorta my heart story.