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The Beast Inside Me

October 1, 2018
By spacedustnova BRONZE, Chesapeake, Virginia
spacedustnova BRONZE, Chesapeake, Virginia
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     Wherever I go, he follows. His skin is a shadowy black, his face contorted into a nondescript image and his fingers long and spindly like prongs on a rake. I try to run, but he looms behind me inevitably, waiting for my motion to stop. Whenever I come to a halt, his slender hands dig into my chest, slipping past my ribcage and removing its contents, leaving me without a heart and taking away my breath. His maw hangs above my head, the vortex of his mouth sucking up my thoughts and corrupting them beyond belief. Leaving me a lifeless husk, a shell of who I am.

     But not today, I tell myself. This does not have to happen, I can leave him behind. I take off, running down the hall like my life depends on it. My house feels like a maze, with turns and twists in the path every few decameters. Each turn I make, each step I manage, he waits behind me to try and attack again. So I never stop, I continue to break through the house, searching for a way out. The lights dim, and everything gradually turns blinding black. I hit a wall, a dead end, and the figure moves to stand in front of me.

     His boney hand reaches out for me, ready to leave me hollow once again. In desperation, I turn and pound against the wall, telling myself I would do anything to get out. And it broke, the barrier crumbling down and collapsing into a pile of rubble. I step forward, my pace quickening. In the far distance, I see something at the end of the tunnel. A friend, some help. Someone to protect me from the demon that haunts my mind. My hand reaches out, and I grab onto theirs. Taking me into a hug, my saving angel protects me. The monster was never seen again, forever out of my head. I am free.


The author's comments:

This piece is purely metaphorical, a symbolism for a depressive period of thought that can be overcome with company. I chose to phrase this in a short story first person format in order to share among different audiences what it feels like to be trapped in one's head, as some tend to make assumptions about mental health issues.


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